“DEAD…..Is where you will be if you do not stop drinking,” my doctor said.
Wow, well maybe then I should stop. That did not last long as I went home and had my usual 10+drinks.
Next came the tying of the veins in my neck so I would not hemorrhage.
Still kept drinking with no regard for the messes I would leave my daughter to clean up.
One day I fell in my living room and could not get up and after laying there for several days, I knew I couldn’t go on like this. I laid in such darkness, sadness and hopelessness. That is when I said, “God help me.” A police car took me to the hospital and after further help I was able to say that on 7/25/2012 at the age of 79 I had my last drink.
So PLEASE when you are in the depths of darkness and sadness, REACH out.
WE are here waiting to take your hand, give you comfort and a listening ear.